^^.. Da Jia HAo Wo Shi Da Bai Chi..^^

I'm tired!!!

2010-12-10T00:40:00.000+08:00

You just can't see that i'm tired!!!!! THAT's alll!!!!!!! I've been working so hard so hard!!!!! IT'S SO DAMN HARD!!!!!! BUT U JUST TAKE IT FOR GRANTED.... u just care that i don have care for you... WHY!!!! Cause i'm working for our future!!! and yet u just don understand!!!!

I am seriously under pressure!! Do u know what?? If i stop working for one day, i am so scare!! Damn scare that we don't have the money... I've been asking myself whether or not to see a phyciarist!! I Give myself so much pressure but yet u just don know... u don know why am i working so hard!!! I hate it...

U just think that i work and work and work....... do have time for you.... but u know what, i try to meet you everyday if i finish work early even thought that i am dead tired!! You don't look like u appreciate that..... You know how hard i work for the money just for us???

I am tired!!! really tired, just would u mind give me a small break? i just want to relax alone some times!! I lost my crab today! just looking at my puffer fish really make my day end happily... they so good.. swim here and there, don need to work... and got such a caring de owner always look after them...

controlling temperature, the salt level, the ammonia level, the filter!! i will change the water every 2 or 3 days without fail even though i am so so tired... Puffy, u really make my day end smiling sweetly.... You are just so so adorable!! love you 2!! (i don have name for them) LOL

2010-10-11T03:13:00.001+08:00

Chris's brain formating, reformating the whole system, deleting those people i don wish to know at all.
Processing....

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Ur brain has reformated, press OK to continue... You are out of my life, please don come back. >.<

夢飛船 - 不值得

2010-10-08T02:55:00.004+08:00

夢飛船 - 不值得

除了想你除了爱你 Huuuu~~
我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记整理心情 Huuuu~~
我真的真的想放弃

你始终没有爱过你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续

这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣

这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你
不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心、放弃爱你

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=coYIsPIkokM

I really want to hate you, but you're not worth it any more!!!
why treat me like that??? I have no clue at all? explain??
Isn't it unfair for me? Then i rather don't know you from the start at all!!

2010-10-01T01:10:00.000+08:00

我的名字叫明志这个自我介绍方式
从小老师就认为我是想要惹事
我热爱文字我讨厌公式我不想面对考试
我更讨厌你规定我的头发款式

我的思考方式没有人能够抑制
大人都固执的怪我固执不懂事
我明白待人處事都有它的模式
但不代表全部人都要变成孔子

十五岁那年初我染上音乐的毒
我透过音符来降低我内心的无助
我学习美术但依然无法省悟
是孤独创造梵谷还是反顾创造孤独

中学毕业后华人得自求多福
挥毁衣袖我决定要到台湾留宿
爸爸妈妈不要担心我不会辜负
等我读完书一定会回到归属

我会好好过我必须好好过
想家的时候我就打开电脑拼命创作
墙壁上的大马国旗是我的寄託
床头的那张全家福總是让我振作

一个人在外国要独立生活
我做过很多工作我面对很多数落
无论在辛苦还有音乐陪着我
我理想没有变因为我还是我

CHORUS
我有我自己的梦自己会走
就算再寂寞
请原谅我的冲动我会好好过
（相信我还是我）
我不怕暴雨狂风将我淹没
依然往前走
就算路途再癫颇我不能回头
（相信我还是我）

2007年那是个迟来的夏天
改变国歌事件让我人生从此改变
透过网际网络我闯了祸
但我坚持没有犯错

有人说我叛国有人想干掉我有人说不让我回国
要我磕头认错政客趁机出头媒体还配合炒作
世界各地的记者CALL我
我必须学会沉著

谣言越来越多让人陷入惶恐
甚至还有人把偷渡线图 SEND给我
爸爸妈妈对不起不要难过
墙壁上的国旗我从来没有折过

我破了千万点阅也上了个大版面
有人喜欢有人讨厌面临舆论考验
我的故事被文学家写进了书
我的脸还被人画成了卡通人物

再多褒舆貶都已经过境迁
毕业后的我决定勇敢面对误解
我用陆路交通跨越六各国度
拍摄记录沿途上的惊险和领悟

一步步很艰苦终于回到大马领土
被拍照被访问还被叫到警察终部
虽然你们都把我当成公众人物
但我必须稳住要保持个人创作元素

CHORUS2
我有我自己的梦自己会走
就算再寂寞
请原谅我的冲动我会好好过
（相信我还是我）
我不怕暴雨狂风将我淹没
依然往前走
就算路途再癫颇我不能回头
（相信我还是我）

有人说我的作品茶毒青年思想
有人说我的头脑都在胡思乱想
说我乱讲说我是社会毒瘤发痒
还怪我变成他孩子的偶像

面对攻击我早就已经习惯
保持沉默微笑是我最好的答案
装模作样从来就不是我的强项
但我出门逛逛却要伪伪装装

我的EMAIL 每天都有人来诉苦
但我爱莫能助应为我不是政府
你们来我FACEBOOK 鼓励我低毁我
我不删除因为那是言论自由淨土

我想要让你听见让你看见
我想说的话我的电影和我的音乐
徘徊尺度边缘自由自在的畅所欲言
那时主流媒体永远看不到的世界

我站在不同的角度我不会停下脚步
这条思路是老天送给我的礼物
你说我糊涂你甚至想要把我说服
对不起我还是我那就是我的态度

在KUALAR LUMPUR 开始了新的生活
这里人潮汹涌马路坑坑洞洞
一不小心我可能会在这里失控
这条路很难走但我已经没有回头

我还是我我还是我（X2）

CHORUS2

我有我自己的梦自己会走
就算再寂寞
请原谅我的冲动我会好好过
（相信我还是我）
我不怕暴雨狂风将我淹没
依然往前走
就算路途再癫颇我不能回头
（相信我还是我）

我还是我 YEAH~~~ （X2）

By NameWee, Huang Ming Zhi
Loves~~

2010-09-08T18:40:00.001+08:00

am I the cause that u don blog??? haix... I really want to get over it.... how?? anyone pls solve my problem....

Haix!!!!!

2010-08-27T02:45:00.000+08:00

我变的越来越怕跟你说话了。。我真的很怕我会再一次的动心.。就连短讯我都不敢发出去.。。我真的不知道如何解决这个问题，我好烦啊！！！！！！！！！

Why do i go see that blog earlier on second of march...

2010-08-26T02:43:00.002+08:00

I am too late for everything now... If i knew it earlier is i possible to change everything?? haix... Foolish me!!!!!!!!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Argh!!!!!

Song

2010-07-02T02:02:00.000+08:00

This song some how can describe me.

我们没有在一起.

你一直说的那个公园已经拆了,

还记得荡着秋千日子就飞起来.
慢慢的下午阳光都在脸撒野,
你那傻气我真是想念.

那时候小小的你还没学会叹气,
谁又会想到他们现在喊我女王.
你哈哈笑的样子倒是一点没变,
时间走了谁还在等呢.

这杯咖啡忘了加塘,
真不是我那么伤感.
世界太复杂化你说单纯很,
我当然都明白.

可是呀, 只有你曾陪我在最初的地方,
只有你才能了解我要的梦从来不大.
我们没有在一起至少还像情侣一样,
我痛的疯的伤的在你面前哭得最惨.

我知道你也不能带我回到那个地方,
你说你现在很好而且喜欢回忆很长.
我们没有在一起至少还像家人一样,
总是远远关心远远分享.

那条路走呀走呀走呀总要回家,
两只手握着晃呀晃呀舍不得放.
你不知道吧后来后来我都在想,
跟你走吧管它去哪呀.

我们没有在一起至少还像朋友一样,
我远远的关心其实更长.

goodnigh guys!!!!

Song

2010-06-21T10:39:00.000+08:00

When I Need You- Leo Sayer

When I need you. I just close my eyes and I'm with you.
And all that I so wanna give you. It's a heartbeat away.
When I need love. I hold out my hands and I touch love.
And never knew there was so much love.
Keeping me warm night and day.

Miles and miles of empty space in between us.
The telephone can't take the place of your smile.
Yet you know I won't be travellin' forever.
It's cold out but hold out and do like I do.

When I need you. I just close my eyes and I'm with you.
And all that I so wanna give you babe.
Only a heartbeat away. It's not easy when the road is your driver.
Honey that's a heavy load that we bear.

Yes you know I won't be travelling a lifetime.
It's cold out but hold out and do like I do.
Oh I need you~~~~~~

When I need love.
I hold out my hands and touch love.
I never knew there was so much love.
Keeping me warm night and day.

When I need you. Just close my eyes.~~~~~~~~~~
And you're right by my side.
Keeping me warm night and day.
I just hold out my hands.
And i'm with you. And all i wanna give you.
Only a heartbeat away.

Oh I want you darling.
Oh I need you darling.
And all i wanna give you.
Only a heartbeat away~~~~~~
When I need you~~~~~~

This song i liked it since primary school till now...
Miss it so much~~~~~~~LOL

Ai Qing~~~~~~

2010-06-21T03:58:00.000+08:00

我以为不去想他, 不去看. 心里就不会思念他吗? 我真的很努力很努力想要忘记那件事!!!!
当一个人大声对另外一个人说出他的心声, 不知不觉会忍不住的掉眼泪....
虽然发生了很多很多不愉快的事, 我也不渴望会有好的变化.

有人那么说, 爱情就是游戏, 谁先付出真心谁就是输家. 可是以后他就不再输了,

另外一位女生就对他说, 如果你把爱情当做游戏. 你或许不会输, 但也不会赢啊.

他回答, 我不会再对爱情抱着不切实际的幻想. 爱情是一种错觉, 是基因在作祟, 是荷爾蒙在搞鬼. 爱情, 99% 都是假的吧, 只有一分是真的.

她: 是什么?

他: 痛!!! 痛是真实的. 可笑的是你身上没有伤, 你不会流血, 可是这种痛会扎扎实实的咬着你不放. 只到把你的心咬下来, 你才能摆脱这种痛. 没有心, 就不会痛.
再忍一下, 我就不痛了.

她: 她值得吗? 不过你已经很勇敢了, 明明知道爱情会让人痛, 但你还是尝试了.

他: 哈! 傻的人是我, 你知道我有多傻吗?
我在这里长编大论的同时. 我还是放不下她. 可是你知道吗? 如果她现在发一通电话给我, 我还是会放下一切, 飞奔到她身边.

A bAd Year for me~~~~

2010-06-08T21:58:00.005+08:00

It so fast that half a year have already past, during this 6 months a lot of things happen around me... There're really a lot of unhappy stuff happened to me.... *Argh* 为什么会这样!!!!!

Lot's of things that i can't predict, can't control at all!! I hate this kind of thing... This year i had change a lot.. Really a lot that i don't even regconise who am i, Where is the old me??? Haix...... I don want to know so much things.... What for u know so much in the end you have to do a lot more then de other and u eventually can calculate roughly what will happen! I rather be a person who follow through motion and be a blur f*(k so i don know anything at all....

Rejected by airforce due to citizenship, People lose their trust towards me, No longer people look up to me... I am just nobody!!!! Most importantly is that this year i lost my best friend!!! *Argh!!!!*

Tml will be exactly one month since the thing happen, till now i still can't forget and forgive myself.... But i have to continue walking promise myself that i won't contact anymore... Never... 就是不能原谅这样的自己!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

爱情!

2010-06-06T18:01:00.003+08:00

爱情是撒旦送来的礼物, 拆开之后你的人生就陷入万劫不负.
爱情是毒药穿的糖衣, 甜美的包装下是致命的危机.
爱情是残酷的游戏, 当你好不容以鼓起勇气付出真心的时候.
再一次让你陷入失望的绝境, 为什么不相信我的真心.
真心是笑话, 勇气是废话.
坚持是鬼话, 忠诚是梦话, 幸福是屁.
所以我的结论是 "qu ta ma" 的爱情.

Chris, I hate you!!!!!!!!!! I hate my life!!!!

2010-05-24T03:37:00.000+08:00

You Could Be Happy.

You could be happy, and I won't know.
But u weren't happy the day I watched you go.
And all the things I wish I had not said,
are played in loops'till it's madness in my head.

Is it too late to remind you how we were.
And ot the last days of silence, screamin' blur?
Most of what I remember makes me sure,
I should have stopped you from walking out the door,

You could be happy, I hope you are.
You made me happier than I'd been by far.
Somehow everything I own smells of you.
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true .

Do the things that u always wanted to.
Without me there to hold you back, don't think just do.
More than anything I want to see you go.
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world.

Feelings in me still very puzzle~~ Haix!!! I will du guo de... JY!!

YELLOW!!!!!!!!

2010-05-21T10:04:00.001+08:00

Look up the stars, look how they shine for~r you,
and everything you do, yeah, they were all Yellow.
I came along, i wrote a song for~r you,
and all the things you do and it's was called Yellow.
So then i took my~y turn. Oh wat a thing to've done
and it's was all Yellow.

Chorus
Your skin~ñ, oh yeah your skin and bones turn~in into something beautiful.
And you know~w i love you so, you know i love you so~~.
I swam across, i jump across for~r you. Oh what a thing to do,
cos u were all Yellow.
I drew a line, i drew a line for~ you. Oh what a thing to do,
and it was all Yellow, yeah~~.

Your skin~ñ, oh yeah ur skin and bones, turn~in into something beautiful
and you know~~. For you i'd bleed myself~~ dry.
For you i'd bleed myself Dry.

It's true, look how they shine for you~u.
Look how they shine for you~~~u,
Look how they shine for,
Look how they shine for you~~~u,
Look how they shine for you~~~u,
Look how they shine.

Look up the stars, look how they shine for~r you.
and all the things you~~u do~~~.

So into this song.. haha.. I've stand back on my feet!!!!!

2010-01-26T02:16:00.004+08:00

人人都说时间可以治疗疼痛的伤，我也这么同义。可是伤好了却留下了一个很难看的疤，这时候就会回想当时难易忘记的事情。在我身上就能找到这些疤痕，是我多么想忘掉的事，多希望这些事从没发生在我身上。

不知不觉明天就需要回宾营了，这段时间对我而言好慢长哦。在家里什么都没做，可是到了深夜又睡不着，真不想浪费时间睡觉。我这么对待身体是不是不好？？？哈哈，不知什么时候会倒塌。

我的人生一路走来好不容易哦，好羡慕别人过得生活不愁吃不愁喝。希望二月的interview能够通过，我就可以放心了。加油！！！我一定可以度过的。。。

I'm back~~

2010-01-21T18:06:00.003+08:00

大家好~~~~~~~~~

以经很久了，我都没在部落各写我自己的感想和心情。不知不觉以经过了两年了，和两年前的我比起来觉得自己成长了不少。从今天开始，我一有空我一定会写。

在宾营里看到很多不同的人，总总不同的事发生。学了很多很多在哪也学不到的事。就因为进去了宾营，认识到了很多朋友很多兄弟，同时呢很多小时后的朋友漸漸越离越远了，甚至连联咯都没有，感到很伤心。多么希望能和以前的朋友重逢再一起说说话谈谈心事。

今年六月就是我做完宾的日子，开始担心出来的时候找不到工作。就决定和SAF 签合约，因为每月都会有一定的工钱，日子也会过得好一点。想给家里过得比较幸福一点，给妈妈休息的时间，弟弟也不会像我一样没有钱过得辛苦的日子。

感情还不错，这三月就在一起三年了。根本没想到能那么久，自己也吓了一跳。哈哈

今天就写到这里了，希望大家也天天开心。

2008-04-11T22:32:00.002+08:00

Today i saw lot of tkd friends..... haix.... they were discuss about the schedule for the next 3 months training... I had really drifted apart from them... from Tkd... haix... just one stupid agreement end mi up in this situation.... Am i pushing the blame to others i wondered....Nowadays, i been lying to a lot a lot of people to avoid myself getting scolded or watever..... I may looked as if i don care... but somethings are not.... *i really don care for relationship*...

What is Taekwondo??? Taekwondo is a kind of martial art which is specialise on their agility, foot technique, reflexes and the most important factor of learning for all martial arts, which is discipline... If u don have the discipline, forget about martial arts... many tot they are mature enough to handle things well but it's all in a mess... for a 17 year old teenage to teach a class of students..... what do u think????

1st factor arises________________________
Students will not listen to you and tend to rebel against you because u cannot control them... as a result, most of the time u spend time on scolding them and punishing them which doesn't help in nowadays... It was just a waste of your time and other student's time....

2nd factor___________________________
What if one of your students got a serious injury, you got to faced the parents of the student and responsible for that incident.... What can a 17 year old boy do, when things happened which is not to be expected by him... How is he going to answer for it....

3rd factor___________________________
When u are the instructor for the class, you got to bare a lot of responsibility in teaching them... You can't even take care of yourself and yet u are teaching people???? what can a 17 year old boy teach? *unless his IQ is above 135 which is consider a genius...

Haix, too many factor to say liao.... this week i had been working in the morning shift...

Tuesday (8th April )
work from 7am to 11pm... one day nearly $100 bucks down in my pocket.... lol

Wednesday (9th April )
7am to 3pm......same goes for Thursday also...

Friday (11th April )
7am to 5pm... Thomas ask mi to work on Sunday 2pm... i feel like working lehx but i promise my brother to bring him to reborn his hair so ya... got to give up the money le....

Tml is Saturday, got ask they all go prawn fishing wahahaha.... So happy

That's all wahaha so looking forward for my pay^^

2008-04-06T21:56:00.002+08:00

This was quite a tiring week for mi.... let mi write it out wahahaha

Monday(31st March)
working from 12pm to 7.30pm
nth really happening on that day, after work walk around plaza sing than 10plus went home rot and see vcd....

Tuesday(1st April ) APRIL'S FOOL!!!!
same as usual working from 12pm to 8.15pm
planning to call peolple to prank de but ppl all don have time to talk to mi during the night all of them is working... so didn't prank on any one except hotel de laundry aunty....

Wednesday (2nd April )
same working 12pm to 8.pm
went home and rot...

Thursday (3rd April )
working 12pm to 8.30pm
nothing really happen...

Friday (4th April )
this is the day which is both happy and angry
firstly why i am happy because immediately after work i will be joining Li Han, Junior Shawn, Jeffrene, Juliet, and a couple( Shawn's friends)
I was working from 12pm to 8 pm but i know i can finish work early around at 6.30 so i rush all the way from work till 5.38pm i didn't even go for my break time juz to finish my work and meet up with them... went a call came and say that My brother did not came to work and ask mi wat happen... i don know wat happen so i call my brother why he haven reach till so long (cause he was supposely working at 5pm.. He didn't ans the call so i can't tell wat happen....
The most frustrating was i had to take over my brother jobs and went to set o/c at the building of Great Eastern.. i was so angry la.. it wasn't my job and had to i work till 8.30pm argh!!!!!!!!
Then i took cab to meet they all at nigh safari woot.... it was fun haha... i took photo with shawn i when the photo came out we look like couple la.. cause we wearing the same colour t shirt that we didn't notice it... hhaha we take a lot of candid shots with Jeffrene's phone... haha will get it from her later.... That all for that day...

Saturday (5th April )
working in the morning 7am to 5.30pm and i went to meet Li Han haha, we was planning to find things to do... firstly we went to her friend's de birthday party.. then we are struck at the place planning wat to do next after that we call lot of people to ask them whether wan to go night cycling... all don wan cause all no bicycle... so we go and meet edwin and jackson and we went Orchid Country Club and play pool while waiting for Andy Kan, Li Jie And William (jie's boyfriend).
After that we went to Bishan to catch prawns for 3 hours... i was the first time to catch prawns and I was the first one to catch the prawn it was not very big around 7cm like that... And i was also the first one to catch a bigger prawn which was the size of a full grown lobster.... It has a pair of pincer which u got to pull it off if not when u pull back to the net it will cut it... so many first time happen that day. I also had the experience how to catch a prawn... you juz got to be patient... i saw one pro guy every 3 to 5 min he sure got one prawn... *clap*
He's the one to teach mi to be very observant of the float... haha i wanna go again..... haha anyone interested call mi along go bishan catch prawns? In the end of the 3 hours session its around 5am we BBQ it and i ate the biggest which i had caught.

Sunday (today )
slept till 6pm because i was so tired..... hmmm but today just wasn't my day...
Tat's all..

i like no body juz to fake nia............haha

2008-03-26T22:30:00.004+08:00

Fu*k la.... What the hell... All these funny kind of excuses u also can use,.... WHY WAN TO MAKE MI SO PEH CHEY... KELVIN MI AND SINI DE PROBLEM U FU*KING CARE SO MUCH FOR WAT... KEEP ASKING SEAN TO CALL MY BROTHER TO ASK MI ON MY PHONE AND CONTACT SI NI.......... HEY.... KEL ARE U TOO FREE TO BE SO 3 8 MA? TOO FREE GO FIND BETTER THING TO DO LA.......

WHAT A FUCKING DAY.... ...

BREAK MEAN BREAK LA... DAMN FUCKING DU LAN...................

2008-03-25T19:01:00.002+08:00

Nothing to blog about la... Trying my best to get back to my life last time... Going to Taekwondo lo at Hougang... weeee.............. Gtg bye bye^^
JY JY....

2008-03-22T23:24:00.002+08:00

Did i really make the right choice? I can say it out loud that i love her deeply don i really can't stand her attitude already... after break off then change the attitude for wat? it's already too late le.. it already too late i say... i believe myself that can get through this thing de.... shui rang you hen duo yi wan ge bu yuan yi but still it's ime to let go.....

Reason breaking up with her is juz it couldn't withstand the attitude no more... i'm really tired..... It wasn't i like people ... It wasn't like this....
Hearing upon that u are alright make mi feel an wei also... at least u are not as stupid as last time... cut urself injured urself.... u have change in this place.....

Carry on with my aimlessly life now..... Do god really exist???? i really ponder.... how do to communicate with him???? how he reply u???? Can he really help u to find the way out???? To mi, it's more like it's a think that make u have self confident in doing ur own things... with much confident u will try and gain the experience......

Someone help mi out instead of god???? cause i juz can't believe that he's around.... I only do things than only benefit mi... those things that doesn't concern about mi, i will totally ignore.... Cause wat i think now is I am the most important, follow by family..... I have change to a guy which doesn't really like to help out at all.... my heart may say help him help him... but my mind is stopping mi watever it could takes.

Really i want to know... who have i become???? my images of my father is slowly disappearing in my life.... I wanted to be like my father so capable, so caring, so helpful... Say really la... how i really wish when i wake up and once again i see my gather and consult him........

Tat all.... back to games. it's so bored.... bored....

single on 22nd March 2008 00.00am...........................................................

2008-03-21T20:13:00.002+08:00

life is hard for mi nowadays..... things that i wanna do and i like to do had to think twice....
Thinking back to the past, i regretted hearing mark's advice (former RH staff). i know he mean well....

You shouldn't accept a girl if u don like her..... Getting poorer and crazily thinking about my debts........... argh!!!!! How am i going to return it.... TTS Hospital-$60 bucks, M1-$290.65 bucks, Lloyd- $150 bucks........... I'm so stress out!!!!!! How much i earn is really not enought no matter how much IT JUZ NOT ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *headache*

How come i getting more and more cham.... ITE, i didn't study for my last paper. It's juz only one and the most important of all yet i didn't study, most of the answer is empty.... It's really blank pages.... I think i can't get into poly liao argh!!!!!!!!! haven see Dae de result of Rp.... I don wan to repeat ITE for 1 year!!!! *why my head is getting more and more painful typing all this shit*

My mother had a lot of expectation of mi... Longing for mi to support this tiny Family, I can't even feed myself.... My mother went to temple last time, and i ask her wat happen. she say that the priest told her, i will support her and look after when i go to society to work... She believe that i can... But she didn't know that i really really scare that i can't do it....

Having no Tertiary Cert, how much can i earn? Working at Hotel rendezvous, i had seen people 40+ yrs old earning $1000+ bucks.... It's like shit la.... I'm really worried... wat if my dae can't get into poly and i really had to go to NS already....

Wat will be my life like in future?????????????? I really scare to know the answer...
Wake up in my 30+ and my life is mess up!!!!!!!! I don wan!!!!!!!!!!!!! *i like emo-ing* no but i really scare it happen, Life like a mess, want to buy things no money buy....

Today was a stupid day for me. Doing nothing at home, now it's already 8.30pm i haven even got a single bite from the morning till now.... Don have money don have food... stupid mi!!!!!!!!!!

Maybe i should go for the competiton "survivor" maybe i can win $100k? lol *dreaming again....*

My blog has spider web on it.... long time since i blog..... my entires is pathetic... 2 person de finger and toes all add together... still got left ah... I don wan to live in this type of life...... Let me sleep at night like a normal person!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Or don let mi wake up also can!!!!!!!!!! *headache headache stress stress*

that all i wanna compliant... bye

2007-11-09T02:17:00.000+08:00

Today early in the morning, went to swim together wif ee dar, jing and kel..... We had a lot of fun for 3 of us, jing mi and ee dar.... but maybe kel don use to play till like this wif us so wasn't exciting of very very fun.... We play till hmmm 4pm like that than we return the float to the shop..... 3 of us are so hungry but jing jing had to meet Andy so from eating kfc at the spot we ta bao a set of popcorn chicken cause ee dar long time haven eat and just to stuff something in our stomach...

Jing JIng today to bring extra trouser so had to go home and change to meet andy, so we decided to acc him go back to amk so on the way back we met up and small andy, and set off to my house near by to eat CRAB!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was our second time eating there.... Food was not bad but only the kang kong....

ee Dar got a slight fever actually don wanna her to eat crab de but the chief already fried the crab so i ran to the nearest shop to buy panadol for her.... so after eating, Big andy wanted to sing at K box... so while waiting for him we went to Raiders to play... Ee dar wasn't happy thought and decided to quit dota, may ba same goes for mi... cause getting bored each time playing it.....

At K box, ee dar drank quite a few glasses of tiger beer and got a bit of giddy... so i ask her to rest... She didn't enjoy herself at k box, cause she doesn't really sing... so too bad... in the end we still got to pay the money to Big andy cause he foot the bill for us first, cause all of us were broke.....

Ee Dar vomitted haix... Hope she really fine... She now doing her project at the same time talking to him.... which make mi jealous cause ....... don say better haha...... tml still got school but i can't even sleep...argh all my mind is her..... Miss u deeply.... Hope there's a day that i wish will happened..... Love u lots.....

(loving u everyday everyhour everymin everysec of my whole life till the day u give up)

2007-11-07T03:36:00.000+08:00

nowadays, keep watching movie... broke my record... lol... yesterday watched a stupid show called triangle...... it's really very lame show la... no content at all.. somemore even can act after being run down by a car, if it's guys maybe still can stand up la... but that was a skinny girl..... she fainted but, after a while she woke up and find food eat like nothing happen like that......
It's a stupid show....... Don See!!!!!!!!!!

at least today, it's a show that worth watching, there's humorous part and touching part... it's a show called the "Game Plan" if i'm not wrong.... this show must watch.... tml going to pasar malam... hope nothing is going to happen between two goups of friends ba....

Yawn,..... i'm tired... bye all.... Snore.............. ^^

2007-11-05T20:20:00.000+08:00

I'm finally back to school........ All people see mi is like very weird lo.... maybe couse i 3 weeks didn't go back to sch including holiday don nid go back... juz because i cut my hair and didn't wear spec... some even say,'' u in our class one mehx?????" i was like blur la... i know them but they don know me... than was those who seldom hang around with mi said de....

I sure lagging behind a lot a lot de.... haix!!!!!!!!! i got to buck up ah!!!!!!!!! Chris is time to wake up liao....... Plan for the future and don think anymore!!!!!!!!! Don think about them ANYMORE!!!! The most drink to forget lo.... Lol... Forgive, Forget, Forever...........

Got to go out meet my brother liao..... Heex..... Watch Movie, Watch Movie, Watch Movie, Watch Movie....... wwwwwwweeeeeeeee......Hope my life will brightnen up..... Jia you.....

2007-11-04T05:22:00.000+08:00

Damn those ppl............ for the things they did to mi unfaintfull........ I will seek for revenge using my cunniness....... And i'll will say it ONe day........................ REVENGE IS INDEED SWEET............................

2007-11-02T06:14:00.001+08:00

Haix, recently just feel like blogging...... i don think people will know about it also...... who would really care that a blog u updated once in the blue moon......... it's morning now again then i feel like sleeping....... Sch? no i'm not going..... had not been to school for 3 weeks le... all the teacher may tot i disappear and don want to come back to school........

later i'm working at six.... really hope that nothing will happen.... i don wish something to happen and spoil my mood of working... Nowadays really feel like go clubbling, relax myself blast he music into my ears...... Yesterday, did quarrel with her but a small one..... Soon maybe one day i will ne single again... Due to my Jealousy and what a "good" friend i had helping mi to break off with her.......
i don really wish to name out the person....

My brother, fok di ask mi to liu long long de hair and go strianghten it.... than more girls will come find mi.... haha what a stupid ways of doing...... Jing!!!!!!!!! i rather i spend my money on u......... really juz only u... just to make u happy i'm satisfied..... *wat a stupid person i am... lol....

Waking her up to school or not? still deciding.... scare that my effort is being throw away..... maybe i don nid to wake her up.... maybe someone will wake her up and sweet talk to her....... Letting go is hard...... but i think i am strong enough to take it like one of my collegue told mi.... Be strong....... lol

As for Tkd..... i don really know when i going back...... i'm rusty already i needed to train if really needed for self defense.... I miss my pAst!!!!!!! stupid entry.......stupid mi....... Going to sleep soon...

Wish u beg for it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-11-01T05:22:00.000+08:00

Haix.... Day by day my life is getting more and more restless..... I don even have the feeling to go to school, everyday slept in the morning till late morning than wake up......

Really, my life totally sucks now....... "Friends, is it really a thing that u can trust so such???" i sat down and wonder the whole day......... Sometimes i don even know what i wan? what is the purpose for mi of living? Is so ridiculous enduring all the pain and hardship.....

Why am i so useless i wonder.... I'm too tired to bother things so most of the times i don even care about it....... Why about making yourself more tired??? I don even have a target in life...... Sometimes just wish that i can have a life with no worries for money, relationship, etc Who doesn't wan this kind of life.......
3 years working in Hotel Rendezvous liao, had seen lots of situations...... Got happy de, also same sure got sad de la........

Single is better or Having de other half is better, i graduatly think of this question...... For the answer is had found out i decide to keep it to myself...... Getting emo more and more each day....

Stupid mi, staring at the blank walls and my mind is flashing lots and lots of things........ What is honest???????? What is trust??????? What is lie???????? can someone simplify for mi so that i can think of what she thinks......

Do i really wan to be Ah Fok forever???? Act as nothing happens when he's clearly know what's the situations about? Leting it go? will that be fine? What if my heart soften???? Why am i such a soft hearted guys? Treating ppl good really Help myself???

Think and think and think................... Till he falls down one day...... unable to face the problems he had, unable to get up on his feet again? when is the day coming, this is juz like a feeling that days are not left much for him...... Saying Tc to himself........ HOPE TO SEE U IN HELL ONE DAY, FOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-09-28T06:10:00.000+08:00

Glamorous Sky - Mika Nakashima NANA
As i swing open the window, I see the deep sky dancing wildly in the distance.
Ah, look up.
'What meaning is there to doing the same routine everyday.'
Ah, I scream it out.
I jump up and go in my worn out rocking shoe, I leap over a puddle.
Flashback!
You were so clever.
Ah, remember.

I went to cross the rainbowand get back to that Morn,
Where together we walk,we stacked up our dream for the future,those GlamorousDay.
'Is there any value to a love that you're give up already?'

Ah, I grieve,
Spit it out and go!
I slurp down this ROCK'N'ROLL.
I revive that battle.
Flashback!
Oh, your flavour.
Ah, remember.

I long to gather up all the stars and decorate my hheart with them,
Ah,those Glamorous Day,where our dream were connected and we danced together.
Glamorous Days.
I can't sleep on this.
Sunday, Monday,
Lightning on Tuesday.
Wednesday, Thursday.Snow flakes.
Friday, Saturday. All the colours of the rainbow, everyday.
The full moon wavers away.
Answer my voice!

I want to cut through the clouds and watch over your future.
I will grasp on to my dreams and walk ahead alone in there glorious days.
I want to cross the rainbow and get back to that morn,
Where together we walk as we stack up our dreams for the future, these glamorous days.

GLAMOROUS SKY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

heard this song very nice so wrote it dwn....
juz let it be the past as what ur friend told u.... gave up already....... but really miss the days

if there's really another time u ask, i will juz quietly shake my head and said no already....
it's already morning so it's not good night le... anyway morning to all people out there....lol
see ya... i going to sleep liao....... ZzzZzzzZzzzz *stupid entry*

2007-07-02T02:07:00.000+08:00

(Yo!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm back... i like missing in this world for about 3 months ba... haha... I have come back to post again... thkx to Joycelyn.... ask mi to do stupid things according to her blog... why don write all six as Kah Woon de name??? haha so he have to write dwn 36... let him crack his brain... haha... ok is goes like this...

Please read the rules first:Each player of the game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves.People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly.In the end, you'll need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. (see!!!! get wat i mean?? so lame... haha but it's really time to update my this super inactive de blog le....hEex)

<1.> i like to suan ppl...
<2.> each day average of 5 to 10 ppl kana suan by mi... wahaha (PRO MI)
<3.>like to pull off my fu zhi than shave it off....
<4.>juz feel so shuang when each fu zhi is being pulled off... haha
<5.>i am weird that why i do this weird survey.. cause u muz be weird to do this test... wahaha (lame)
<6.>i am weird so does everyone.... (My logic/weird thinking tells mi that wahaha)

6 person to be tagged.................................................................

<1.> CherlyN
<2.>William (my brother)
<3.>Debra
<4.>Joy (pls do this survey again.... wahaha)
<5.>Xue Hui (long time no chat with u le)
<6.>Sharon!!!!!

okok... i really got to go sleep le... for all your information.... my brother has become shuai ge le... Gals go look up for him haha... D3athGod...
Goodnight..... all take care....

2007-03-28T12:51:00.000+08:00

Guys.... Currently, didn't have the time to post blog..... Anyway, u all can take a look at this blog... Enjoy... www.for3v3r-lov3.blogspot.com .....

2007-03-16T03:03:00.000+08:00

YOYOYOYOYOO...... I am back to blog..... Finally exams are over so relieve tml no sch.... woot.... start holiday le.... wahaha.......

Today i lost my handphone!!!!! argh... i was like damn sad lo...... argh!!!!! don know why i so suay la..... argh!!!! hmmmmm.... actually don know wat to say juz wanna update my blog only..... i will update more frequently le... cause..... it's holiday.. ^^

i Am so look forward on this coming saturday...... WOW board game playing at Lloyd's de house woot....... ^^

hmmmm, as for relationship...... i still don wan to have one...... let's it takes times...... still can't forget her...... (>>.<<)

i like this logo so so much.... it's brings lots of lots of my past Tkd trAining....... miss all my last time de sirs and mdm so much.....

Hope u all are dOing fine......

2007-02-26T19:55:00.000+08:00

Wahahha... finally get to blog le... ^^ more than one week don have blog le... got a lot of things to say.... ok la... let's go to the exciting part...

On 22 of Feb i went to Veron's de house bai nian... that first time saw her mother... ^^ nothing to say much... haha... went there to eat... when i reach there, i saw three of de other friends playing poker... Than veron take a very big portion of bee hoon for me lo.... hahha... after i eat than i join them and play black jack and i lost 6 dollars worxx. sad... but nvm la.. cause new year ma... hmmm... than all the girls are deciding where to go to celebrate Veron's de birthday... than they asked me where to go so i tell them Zouk lo.. And then they invited me to go also.... after playing poker all their friends went home except me... cause i got nothing to do and don feel like going home.... That day is my first time see her family members.... than i use her com and play dota.... than her brother was watching how i play... lol....

Then on 23 of Feb was Veron's birthday... HAPPY BIRTHDAY OH!!! it's a bit late le la.. but than juz wish u la... after i meet them at 8.30pm in the end they late as a result i have to pay extra 13dollars... overall i paid 28 dollars for my entrances fee... haiz.... but than that night was fun.... but than we dance till 3.30am in the end me veron crystal and me dance till leg very tired cause there got too many people too crowded le.... can't even find a place to sit lo... than all i want to say is that... Girls out there if u can't drink please don drink and let guys taking advantages of u all..... duh...... cause that day i was really having a difficult time looking after the girls... was like their guardian like that... but than as times goes all the guys are getting so despo trying no matter what to get close to the girls.... lucky i get to know a guy.... also from dover ite but had already graduated, helping me looked after the girls..... than when 3.30am me veron and crystal tired already...so we leave first and we go eat prata... haha and i called cab for them.....

On 24 of Feb, was Lloyd de birthday... and once again.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U LLOYD!!! thanks for your treat oh.... that day got about 13 ppl go... lazy to say all names.... that day lloyd receive a lot of present oh.. the most expensive is the wow board games is about 200plus lo....^^ than went to buy the cake and we play... wahaha.... after than we went to play dota till 3am....shuling also join us play lo..... one thing to say about her is..... She is really a fast learner in dota..... all i can say... wahahaha.... hope to play more with her.... than next time got more ppl play wif us....

ok la.... this entry very very long... got to go and tabao for my brother liao if not he keep nagging at me le.... ^^ BYE!!!!!

2007-02-15T01:25:00.000+08:00

wat the fuck la.... my fucking handphone spoil... wa lan..... juz can't stop myself from scolding vulgaur language...... wa lau... thanks for the Valentine's Day present la...

guys sorry i didn't blog nowadays...cause working and my brother chionging maple too.... haix.....

juz now went to work..... it's Valentine's special dinner.... lol... have to wear cafe de clothes.... so red...

actually this afternoon i did blog de... but than got error cannot post... so sian.... nothing much, suddenly don know wat to write..... haha...

wahaha... i at school draw myself..... cause the lesson really very sian.... i forgot how to draw the mouth le so don have add in..... suddenly, nowadays, i keep drawing anime don know why....

oh ya today i went to eat oh... at amk small de s-11 and i found out one thing.... last time the noodle shop is still ther but position changed..... miss their noodles so much... so went to buy and eat.... ^^ yay.....

haix..... i really very tired le..... tml going out.... yay..... i go sleep le guys.... goodnight.... i will try to blog more often.... Cya....

2007-02-08T02:44:00.000+08:00

heyz... sorry guys, didn't update last few days.... here to apologising..... "sorry oh!!!!!" wahaaha... wat happened last few days was really very busy starting to work a lot of days... cause i am really running out of money paying my handphone bills....

heyz xXstarXx, really thanks for lending mi money when i really needed it... thanks!!! oh ya... juz wanna tell u that... i really don wan to be in that post... the rank is so high.... i don wanted it.... i juz wan to be a simple member dwn there.... i juz wan to get the cca point only...... juz that simple... i don really wan to commit... because i know nothing..... i'm busy and lazy u see.... if i want to get cca point i might as well join TKD than i don need to become any big post and carrying burden... if in TKD they want me to become "somebody" important, i am willing to do it... because that's my interested..... you see....

u juz got ur chairman post.... i really hope that u really can demote me to a nobody position.... i really hope that u understand..... sorry about it....

oh ya.... HEY rolling and kaya..... today psps cannot talk long on phone cause busy playing cards and i'm eating at the same time... haha both of u are really funny cheering my days up for mi... thanks thanks... ^^

haix..... during tkd at seng kang, zaiton passby during the training.... hmmm, i juz said hi because i can't talk when i'm having training... nowadays, i feel that i am drifting a part of my old female friends like, sharon, zaiton, skye, Mx, ivy,etc..... heyz, sorry seldom communicate with u all nowadays.... i really hope that i have the time talking and going out with u all.....

my exams are also round the corner le.... haix.... i don think i can make it... this course doesn't suits mi.... i does don know how to explain.....

lastly i wan to say that..... Don carry too much hope.... the higher you think, but than once drop..... u know the consequences.... sometimes u muz rmb...... we are juz only only friends get it..... don always talk to me, as if we are couple...... i damn cruel to say this out but than, i'm not the one who is hurt.....

pls know ur own status..... i really don like to talk on phone when there's nothing to talk about wasting the time holding the phone talking nothing..... when u have important things than find mi... when u are bored, i'm not...... i am not paid to entertain u..... and why shld i? the reason sldn't be because u like mi.... u get it????? argh... sometimes it's frustrating....

u told mi not to post about u but than u juz can't understand mi on phone and no choice, i got to post it here to let u know... I AM DEVIL....... DON BE STUPID LIKING A DEVIL.................

oh ya... night guys, ps, abit sian this entry..... don worry i will make it funny and interesting in next few post if i could............. Tc all...

2007-02-02T01:17:00.000+08:00

maybe, i should put 1 finger at my mouth there, haha lol

so lazy to think.... my mind is just so tired.. i don wan people to like mi..... it's a burden....

i juz don wan involve in relationship..... when will my brain stop thinking or functioning??? i'm so tired..... i am more prefer to be a loner la... juz let mi have my own time sometimes.... i don need support ba..... YaWn....

2007-02-01T12:19:00.000+08:00

~~"L" sO cut3~~

whO wAn sOm3 Appl3

2007-02-01T12:08:00.000+08:00

1. The human whose name is wrtten in this note shall die.

2. This note will not take effect unless the writer has the person face in their mind when writing his/her name. Therefore, people sharing the same name will not be affected.

3. If the cause of death is written within 40 seconds of writing the person's name, it will happen.

4. If the cause of death is not specified, the person will simply die of heart attack.

5.After writing the cause of death, details of the death should be wrtten in the next 6 minutes and 40 seconds.

6. If the time of death is wrtten within 40 seconds after writing the cause of death as heart attack, the time of death can be manupulated, and the time can go into effect within 40 seconds after writing the name.

7.The human who touches the DEATH NOTE can recognize the image and voice of its original owner, a GOD OF DEATH, even if the human is not the owner of the note.

8. The conditions for death will not be realized unless it is physically possible for that human or it is reasonably assumed to be carried out by that human.

9. The specific scope of the condition for death is not known to the GODS OF DEATH, either. So you must examine and find out.

~~Th3 D34thGoD~~

2007-01-31T03:04:00.000+08:00

those who admire "L" in deathnote de character here is a photo of him... enjoys hope u all like it....

it's so funny seeing him holding misa's handphone. ^^

i think this one is "light" ba... cause first "kira" like to eat apple...

maybe the apple is for "kira"

2007-01-31T02:03:00.000+08:00

sorry guys.... really long time didn't blog le.... because nowadays occupied fully.... wahaha....some more my brother sometimes don let me use com....

ok... let's start from saturday... don worry i'll try to sumarise a bit...

photo at zouk.... from the left to right... me, mao mao

liyanah, junhong, ying hao, xiao bai, ze xiang and lilian.

i went to zouk... haha... my first time to zouk because my mei, which is liyanah invited me de.... somemore it's free... wahaha cause she working down there.... went to drink berban coke(don know how to spell) and volka green tea and waited for people to come to dances....

than we saw a ang mo damn funny cause of his dancing move... than jun hong went to disturb him.. haha.. it was really damn funny....

this is picture where i put my hands behind him... he damn cute right wahaha....

thats all for sat.. ^ ^ hehxx

than for sunday sean, my brother, si ni and me went out together to buy si jie's and bell's de present cause their birthday falls near to each other... than we bought perfume for both of them... ^^ like they got odor like that...(in chinese saying la) ^^ then some photo's are taken at there.... on the right got the video... u all enjoy the slideshow ba..... wahaha... that was really very funny... mostly is my idea de lo..... haha

sean so poor thing didn't got his at last bus on sunday because of us playing at the playground...

than he had to take cab... a lot a lot of things happen on sunday la.... quite a lot of people skipped their monday's lesson and stayed overnight and played...

when monday, we are crazily looking for replacement for my brother because my brother wants to go swimming.... called people till siao... hope sini de hp's bill won't explode....

it was fun..... lazy to mention until so detailed.... after went to eat.... nearby at jurong de hawker and the food was not bad la....

i think that all about it le la..... very tired le.... got to go sleep liao... goodnight.... see ya guys......

2007-01-26T01:54:00.001+08:00

last few days didn't blog.... haix.... maybe wasn't in the mood ba..... sorry about it.....

As what i am gOing to say will hurt some people but then i don think i will care about it le....

Days are passing by, my heart slowly harden by itself, my blood, getting colder and colder as the days went by.... i don even know when will i become a senseless creature on this earth.... maybe people will say that i'm bull shitting... some one might proof u all wrong.... this actually happened yesterday....

"boy, you really wan to PS sini arhx? letting her to go home alone so late at this hour arhx?" my brother frown at mi and said.....

"so??? i tot that u say ur leg is very tired? so faster go home lo...." DotXxx replied as if it was nothing at all...

"but than she is a girl lehx....... you really wan to leave her go home alone arhx? wat if.... wat if she keeping rob or being rape.... won't u feel guilty at all mehx?????" my brother raised his voice a little bit....

"....." DotXxx said nothing.

~~silence~~ ~~silence~~ ~~silence~~

" so????? we are in the bus liao.... nvm la... forget about it...." DotXx calmly replied.

"boy, you cannot like that lo...... you see if u really want to become a bad person, in the future u will become more than a bad person lo..... u muz also do good things sometimes... u know!!!" my brother frowning at me again....

"don u think being a bad person u feel more relaxed????? u don even think to think for the other's people feeling.... juz do wat u feel like.... if u are a gd person.... people take advantage of u... in the end u are in the losing end... some more u have to stress yourself out to find a better solution not to hurt people's feeling... don u think that is so troublesome????" talking nicely back to my brother.... trying to reason out my point of view.....

"i don know why.... i juz sometimes treat people this way.... i only have myself in my own heart... putting myself right in the center of my heart" thoughts that are rising in my heart...

"boy... u are not like last time liao lo...... last time... last time u so understanding always think of people's feeling.... but now u are really very wat lo....." my brother said...

~~ silence~~ ~~silence~~

In my heart i know that i am not the ah fok that everyone knows already.... i know that very clearly..... u guys all can feel it de... i am sure of that.... hey people out there don call mi ah fok liao.... i am not fit for that name already....

now i might still sense some feeling... when watching vcd sometimes still will shed some drops of tears for no reasons..... i really don know when i will become a senseless creature in this world?

i don think i will not hesitate to express my own feeling... i will not..... i will not not even hesitate to say "fan"....

now all i care about, is my brother..... he's the only one i really care about.... i will juz feel bad when everyone are against my brother, i cannot take it.... even a person who is much stronger than me, i will still stand boldly in front of my brother... i don know why i care so much..... i don know why!!!!!! DON GIVE MY BROTHER NICKNAMES ANYMORE...... I DON LIKE IT EVEN I AM NOT THE ONE BEING CALL..... IF YOU ARE THE ONE WHERE PEOPLE MAKE FUN OF U, WAT U ALL WILL DO??????????

that all i wan to say............ haix..... bye guys......

2007-01-22T23:16:00.000+08:00

haix..... only can use half an hour of com nia... stupid jing.... >.<>

ok la... don know wat to write le... go see er zhou ju zhi wen le.... Bye......... guys Tc....

2007-01-22T07:17:00.000+08:00

sian la... T.T i am late for school le.... my brother woke up mi late.... argh... nvm la.. cannot blame him... he also sleep very late for his maple.... since it's late i go a bit later... wahaha.... so i am a bad student....

*Warning* do not try this at home... lol.... when think of warning suddenly that sentence comes into my mind..... last 2 days exciting part was the card game.... WOW TCG (war of warcraft trading card game) haha.. went to play together with lloyd and Lt... than i ask my brother and his friend kelvin to join in....

the game is more to magic the gallery but then still got a little bit like WWE.... because got differciate according to good ppl (alliances) and bad ppl (hot).... so went playing together, at first we meet at S11 at 1pm.... but than Lt overslept and say he tot we meet him 1.30pm.... lol because day before yesterday lloyd said that whoever is late 1 minute= 1 dollar... lol wahaha than Lt really late 30 mins...

after than my brother and his friends when to buy the starter deck and we start eating together and look for place to play our cards..... so we decided to plasy at cheng san cc... as we are walking there walking pass a study area, and we saw sharon at there doing hw.... i was like so surprise to see her.... haha

so we settle at the study are instead of the cc.... sorting out kelvin and my brother de cards really give mi headache, because of lacking of cards.... after that than i sort out my own deck... and went to play with lloyd... overall because i rush sorting out my deck i didn't notice that i made lots of mistake.. cause didn't calculate properly... so he won both matchs

than sharon also come and disturb us... haha lazy to say everything in more details... got to go liao.... so tired... yawn... BYE.............. ^^

2007-01-21T04:28:00.000+08:00

si bei sian... ok... not really sian la... now at parklane playing dota with lloyd they all... oops... they wan to go eat le... when i reach home than con't my blog ba... muahah....^^ *twist* and oh ya... i wan say it out loud.... i won't be liking anyone now...... so don spread rumor about mi le la... T.T

hmmm.... that's all ba.... ^^Heex....

2007-01-19T08:36:00.000+08:00

Yawn.... so tired!!!!! 2am than sleep now at schoollol... lesson start at eight but the teacher now still haven come.... i wan to sleep.... haha

later don know wat to go tkd or tp open house.... later tkd cynthia is coming....(was a chairman at my badge) she's now teaching as a teacher in bowen... but than at tp got open house once a year lo... somemore veron is in the sch.... don know wan to go find her a not... someone help mi do a decision.... lol...

i think i'll go TKD!!!!!! yay.... no matter how tired i am, whenever i think of tkd automatic become very "xin fen".... haha k la... teacher coming anytime le.... TKD ROX man.....

2007-01-18T22:16:00.000+08:00

haix..... today wasn't a good day for mi.... it's really sux lo... today i failed my basic theory test for driving again.... why i failed.... i juz don understand..... they should changed their system lo... they should let us know where are we wrong so i am "foo" why i failed....

ok... than still got a thing happened..... i am damn angry with it lo... it happened before i was taking the test... i left out of my house late and wave a cab... it quite near the driving center so i don mind... so i hop into a cab... it's a malay guy.... so i told him where i want to go... and he said "OK" but than half way he said mi the way... but than i don know... why am i suppose to know???? i paid him to take mi there.... not i guide him to reach my destination....

than he say he stop half way to say he want to check the map.... and will stop the meter, but it's totally bullshit lo... he went on checking, in the end i help him to found out the place for and it wasted $1 buck........... that is alot lo... somemore i was in a rushed...... wat the...... damn piss off...

In the end the whole journey was $7 dollars lo.... wat the FUCK.......(sorry about my language, was damn piss off).... after the test, i try to cheer myself up so went to pasamalam, and buy lots and lots of food and eat together with my brother.... ^ ^ hEheXx....

siAnXxx... tml still have lesson at 8am.... k la... i got to go rest le... goodnight bye bye...........^^

2007-01-18T03:32:00.000+08:00

siAnXxx.... all my entries are gone...>.< i'm so lazy to blog now le... no mood to blog..... goodnight guys.... Tc.....

2007-01-17T23:29:00.001+08:00

siAnXxx.... all my entries are gone...>.<>

2007-01-17T20:51:00.001+08:00

hihi

^^.. Da Jia HAo Wo Shi Da Bai Chi..^^

I'm tired!!!

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Haix!!!!!

Why do i go see that blog earlier on second of march...

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